Yesterday started out like a wonderful day, I passed my NAC examination - I was happy beyond belief. Adrie and I dressed up and planned to go out dancing/partying in celebration. Nothing seemed wrong, nothing could predict what happened next. It was dark at night, we got lost in the jungle of some random appartments in Federal Way. I took a wrong turn, into a dead end. Just as I was trying to back out - the windows started fogging up. I felt there was an obstacle that my car did not want to back out of, but I was told it was just a speed bump - so I pressed on the gas. Hard. Next thing we all new, we flew into a tree - my rear windshield got broken. My trunk is now seriously bent. Just a day ago this car was new and spotless - and now it's ruined. And it's all my fault. I now know better than to venture out at night, at ungodly hours, in completely unknown locations. I will learn to be more careful, and pay more attention to my surroundings. This was a terrible experience for me, but what makes it worse is that it's really traumatizing for Tim. I don't think he will forgive me for this. I hope he does though, one day.
I have to get a job now asap, and pay of Tim for the repairs - which haven't been done yet. We will take care of it though.
You always think that things won't happen to you, but one day they do. All I can say is the world is a scary place, and we all obviously have courage to be living here. Ah, I think I'm being dramatic! >.<
I was really sad though, and cried a lot! I have to become better! I must! I will!
I know I will. I will do my best to become a much better person, in all aspects of life.
This is true for all of us. But accidents happen to teach us things so get the lesson and on to the next! You're going to pay for the repairs and will always watch your back now! Don't be too mad at yourself. By the by, all my accidents happened when I was backing up. I fully turn around now whenever backing out.
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