Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Restless nights, days full of suspense

I could not sleep last night. I do not know what it was, my dust allergies taking their revenge on me after I rearranged my closet, or the anticipation of finally going back to school next Monday. I was lying in bed worrying about completely unnecessary things like what I will wear, and what sort of people I will meet, and I couldn't breathe because of the allergies obviously. Then I started worrying about my hair, since I cut it short - I didn't figure out how to style it yet, and when I wake up in the mornings it looks a mess. The most ridiculous things creep into your head when you can't sleep at night!
I was also worried about taking journalism, I heard the teacher is rude and a bit particular, so I might have a hard time. I like a challenge, but it still makes me concerned, since writing is not my best attribute.

On another note, after going through my closet yesterday - I realized I need a job for more reasons than before, because now I also discovered I need a bunch of essential clothing pieces! If that wasn't enough, I need to repay my car debt to Tim and save $5,000 for our Mt. Denali expedition this summer. Aaaaaah, I want to scream. If only I can get my hands on a job sooner. The state too is not helping out, they are taking a while to process my NAC licence. If I had it on hand, finding a job would be that much more possible.

With all this worrying and thinking, no wonder I'm having a hard time falling asleep. I did my yoga in the morning though, so hopefully all my issues resolve themselves and I can breathe deeply!

These tid bits from Zakka book make my mind relax:




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